Where do I even begin? How would you feel if your own mother didn't respect you during pregnancy and was constantly jealous of your life? How would you feel if she made you feel guilty about 'a better life' ( according to her) because your brother is currently incarcerated for his own mistakes? How would … Continue reading Toxic Family and Pregnancy
Congratulations if you are pregnant. If you are trying to conceive- Good Luck. If you are thinking to conceive but are flooded with fear and doubts my advice to you is: go for it, there is never a perfect time or an opportunity to have a child. Life is full of hurdles so if you … Continue reading Fear of Motherhood
When you are trying for a baby and you are first time parent you read a lot, you anticipate and imagine what's going to be like to carry a child under your heart and give birth to them. You go through different scenarious, you even dare to think that you are strong enough to be … Continue reading Pregnant Mental Chaos
I have been through a lot, I have seen a lot and I have learnt a lot. What I have learnt about life is that it's made of choices. We are decision makers not the Mighty God in heaven. Being brought up as a Roman Catholic I was always forced to believe that nothing is … Continue reading Religious Trap
Before getting pregnant I thought I knew everything about the whole pregnancy thing. I thought I was prepared and had it all figured all. Surprise, surprise I've been unprepared not only for a load of physical symptoms but also for mental health overload. It feels like I've been on a rollercoaster which never slows down, … Continue reading Bumpy Bump
How much is too much? It's a very general question. It can be related to anything. Today, this question is related to a job. I'm going to extend this question to: How much mistreatment at work is too much to put a full stop to it? I consider myself to be a very experienced, fairly … Continue reading How much is too much?
I'm pregnant and I suffer from anxiety. I drink cranberry juice instead of gin. I do miss the mighty gin. Two days ago I felt like my world came crushing down because I have experienced the worst anxiety and panic attack in years. It resulted for me in sobbing and weeping uncontrollably for two days. … Continue reading Cranberry Juice in Pregnancy World
Being a woman is very interesting. We go through phases, periods and hormonal changes. Our menstrual cycle is complex. I feel like it's even more challenging when you suffer from anxiety. I could divide my cycle into three parts. During the first part I feel amazing. I almost forget that I suffer from anxiety. I … Continue reading Hormonal and Chemical Brain War