Anxiety

A friend of mine The worst enemy An eye opener A haunting nightmare A heart breaker An empathetic friend who reminds me of the core value of our distorted world A disabling partner for life It seems to be the worst curse to carry around yet I feel blessed to be a part of it. …

Initial Thoughts

It's been almost two weeks since our baby girl was born. It's been a challenge to gather thoughts and categorise them. It's been a turbulent ride of feelings and emotions. It's also been a wonderful time of a unique life transformation. It's been, it's been... a journey of a lifetime. Second of all, I want …

Toxic Family and Pregnancy

Where do I even begin? How would you feel if your own mother didn't respect you during pregnancy and was constantly jealous of your life? How would you feel if she made you feel guilty about 'a better life' ( according to her) because your brother is currently incarcerated for his own mistakes? How would …

Fear of Motherhood

Congratulations if you are pregnant. If you are trying to conceive- Good Luck. If you are thinking to conceive but are flooded with fear and doubts my advice to you is: go for it, there is never a perfect time or an opportunity to have a child. Life is full of hurdles so if you …

Depression has a face

Depression has a face A face you cannot see You are cloaked from the world Cuddled by darkness Sleeping with your thoughts Past and present Intoxicate Attractive thinking? A way out Tempting People who should be there Hide with someone else Depression has a face It is behind the smile Do you not see?

I Can’t Fix Me

I have a problem I cannot fix We cannot seem to move forward Only backwards To memories I wish were gone And say goodbye Good-bye To the problems, I have no answers To the problems I cannot fix To the problems I cannot see Say Goodbye Goodbye Say goodbye Goodbye To the problems, I have …

Salt

I am bleeding When I walk down the street The wound opens further A knife twisted in my flesh The more you speak The more I hide The more I bleed The more I lie   You don’t want to see me bleed So don’t ask why I hide

The Invisible Wall of Harm

I am just a creature Who can’t keep his head off the pillow Finding comfort From the sweat and tears of long nights Holding on to memories Of which were long ago Where fear always grows But when covered in a warm white snow Makes no misery Makes no fear Makes no sense To those …

Infected

Infected Running through my veins Carried all around my body Poisoning my thought Dismantling my mind Infected Shallow of mind Sleeping just to reach tomorrow Carrying you with me Infected Running through my veins Carried through body and mind Where I revered Was disillusion You’re a disease An infection Running through my veins Carried through …